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its really weird. I'm feeling really depressed today. I'm not upset that high school is over, i think thats its all the things that were left unsaid... I mean that has to be part of it even though i'll be seeing everyone on wed and thursday. But all the things that are running through my head will inevitably be left unsaid because it wasn't meant to be and that hurts me so fucking much.

The prom rant cont'd

Yea, after all that stress was gone, i forgot to take into consideration that everyone is going to be talking about it so once again stfu stfu stfu. And for some i know them are going to intentionally make of feel bad, some just won't shut up more that others and for those that plan to tell me 'you should have come' i will claw their fucking eyes out. And on another note, most people looked so ugly all 'dolled up' ironic no? Yea, everyone just looked horrible so for those who spent so much money on prom, haha you still looked like crap :) i on the other hand, ate too much ice cream and drank more than i ever would. No... I'm becoming an alcoholic!

Prom

STFU STFU STFU.
Why can't everyone just shut up about prom.
"Prom is so stressful omg." Are you fcking kidding me? Prom is as stressful as you make it.
1. Buying a dress - you don't need to have a unique dress to go to promm. Fck you shouldn't even be too worried about wearing a dress in the first place, there isn't a dress code! Don't go all out to get something custom made so you "stand out". Not everyone is gonna see you anyway. Fck, why do people buy dresses MONTHS in advance and then get soo worried about not fitting into it later.
2. Filling a limo - Okay first of all, A LIMO IS NOT A NECESSITY! You're seriously going to pay $100 to take a limo ride 10 min to Flushing Meadow Park? Are you serious. There is nothing wrong with having your parents drive you to prom and then picking you up afterwards. Not only is it 10x cheaper, its less of a hassle.
3. Filling a table - okay, yeah this is required, but had you been organized, and actually have close friends, FILLING UP TABLE WOULD NOT BE A PROBLEM. Ask early, and confirm this with them, if they change plans, they're obviously not good friends you would want to have at your table anyway.
Everyone seriously needs to shut up, planning for prom is not stressful, YOU'RE THE ONES THAT MAKE IT STRESSFUL. I'M FCKING STRESSED OUT FROM HEARING ALL THIS FCKING NONSENSE BULLSHIT FROM EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON THIS PAST MONTH OR SO. STFU STFU STFU.
I hope everyone has a shitty time, fcking bitches.