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its really weird. I'm feeling really depressed today. I'm not upset that high school is over, i think thats its all the things that were left unsaid... I mean that has to be part of it even though i'll be seeing everyone on wed and thursday. But all the things that are running through my head will inevitably be left unsaid because it wasn't meant to be and that hurts me so fucking much.

The prom rant cont'd

Yea, after all that stress was gone, i forgot to take into consideration that everyone is going to be talking about it so once again stfu stfu stfu. And for some i know them are going to intentionally make of feel bad, some just won't shut up more that others and for those that plan to tell me 'you should have come' i will claw their fucking eyes out. And on another note, most people looked so ugly all 'dolled up' ironic no? Yea, everyone just looked horrible so for those who spent so much money on prom, haha you still looked like crap :) i on the other hand, ate too much ice cream and drank more than i ever would. No... I'm becoming an alcoholic!