Prom

STFU STFU STFU.
Why can't everyone just shut up about prom.
"Prom is so stressful omg." Are you fcking kidding me? Prom is as stressful as you make it.
1. Buying a dress - you don't need to have a unique dress to go to promm. Fck you shouldn't even be too worried about wearing a dress in the first place, there isn't a dress code! Don't go all out to get something custom made so you "stand out". Not everyone is gonna see you anyway. Fck, why do people buy dresses MONTHS in advance and then get soo worried about not fitting into it later.
2. Filling a limo - Okay first of all, A LIMO IS NOT A NECESSITY! You're seriously going to pay $100 to take a limo ride 10 min to Flushing Meadow Park? Are you serious. There is nothing wrong with having your parents drive you to prom and then picking you up afterwards. Not only is it 10x cheaper, its less of a hassle.
3. Filling a table - okay, yeah this is required, but had you been organized, and actually have close friends, FILLING UP TABLE WOULD NOT BE A PROBLEM. Ask early, and confirm this with them, if they change plans, they're obviously not good friends you would want to have at your table anyway.
Everyone seriously needs to shut up, planning for prom is not stressful, YOU'RE THE ONES THAT MAKE IT STRESSFUL. I'M FCKING STRESSED OUT FROM HEARING ALL THIS FCKING NONSENSE BULLSHIT FROM EVERYONE THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON THIS PAST MONTH OR SO. STFU STFU STFU.
I hope everyone has a shitty time, fcking bitches.

Movie with Lainers&Kai

Saw 17 Again and it was HI-LARIOUS. It was awkward during some moments but really funny. I didn't understand why there was a class trip of like elementary school kids watching it right in front of us. They were soo immature about it, like the kissing and the moderate swearing.
&The Johnny Rockets Oreo Cookies and Cream milkshake never disappoints. I really want another one right now.
MUST FINISH HOMEWORK

mellow

Thats a first. I'm feeling...just... fine.
I got my ipod to cooperate with me. Took me lots of patience and researching but I did it. It was all because of a stupid little check box. ugh.
Rearranged my room again. Though it feels really weird when I sleep, I like looking at my room and see that its so spacious =].
Should start homework soon

Math Placement

AND WHY THE HELL DID THEY HAVE TO GIVE ME THE MATH PLACEMENT EXAM DURING SPRING BREAK. UGHHHH. I DON'T REMEMBER THIS CRAPPPP >=O

EDITT
It wasn't that bad. I kinda enjoyed it since I'm such a math nerd. lol.
I forgot all the trig equations though. But its not like I'm going to use them again. I hate coordinate planes too. I have trouble with those as well. I hope I did well =] because if I'm put back in precal again, I won't be happy [since I have to pay for it]

Expelled

What kind of bullshit is this. OMFG.
So like a while ago, my mom decides to disconnect the phone line since no one in our family uses it. I don't even bother telling my school about it since I'm graduating in about 2 months.
Now my school won't stop harassing me. WTF.
I was pulled out of math today to the deans office. First off, I didn't even know where the deans office is. I only remember it because I kept replacing my student ID. Then to make my day even better, I had to fucking deal with Gappelberg. First off, I wanted to punch her in the stomach for sophomore year when I, and the rest of the class, failed chemistry because of her stupid ass. And then I see how my mom's cell number on the paper I wrote out was crossed out and said it was the wrong number. Hello, it's the 21st fucking century, you cannot possibly tell me that YOU CAN'T TELL THAT WAS FUCKING VOICEMAIL, shes obviously not gonna answer since you decide to call her at 10AM. Then goes on telling me that if this shit isn't done, my metrocard will be dropped, I will be constantly be pulled out of class, and my program will be dropped. So basically, if i don't give them a "working" phone, they threaten to expell me. I hope they fucking do because they're gonna have hell to pay. CUZ THE PEOPLE IN BAYSIDE ARE SO FUCKING STUPID! FIRST DININ AND THE COLLEGE OFFICE, AND NOW GAPPELBERG AND THE REST OF HER OFFICE!!!!!
And on top of all that, Diana deleted the voicemail that was left on my moms phone with all of her instructions. Thanks a lot, you're a realy fucking genious.
I [almost] totally hate this day.

April Fools....NOT

This month has seriously blown by fast. In less than three months I will be graduating and I'm anticipating it more and more. I'm just not happy with Bayside. Although thats where I've met some of the most amazing people in my life that I cannot live without, and pretty much saved me [literally]. I'm ready to move on [even though this won't be the same later on]. I really think I screwed up, though its not as much as many other people, I am not satisfied with myself and all the things that I've done. This day has been so depressing mainly because of everything I feel that I haven't accomplished.
I really regret not working hard in freshman and sophomore year. Good grades are really important to me now and I'm working 5x as hard as I've ever worked before and yet it doesn't seem like I'm progressing. The cumulative average on my transcrip inches up really slowly and it's really stressing me out.
I really hate all the drama and just the people in high school. I don't want to sound hypocritical but i find a lot of people really annoying now a days. These freshmen and middle schoolers are all about whos dating who, whos screwing who, and peopel who believe they have to constantly prove themselves to be worth something when all theyre doing is making themselves look stupid. I'm sick of seeing all this drama and taking thhe damn bus to school every 6 in the morning. Especially this one girl who has her fcking iphone out everyday and talking until her mouth is dry, its like she cannot shut up even if her life depended on it. I'm glad won't be dealing with this as soon as I start taking the train to school =].
Another goal I had was to be more outgoing, yet I find myself isolating myself more than ever. Maybe I am just a hostile bitter asian chick that is just meant to be alone. I get freaked out in large crowds and I find it hard to really put myself out there and just be open to everyone. I am who I am and theres probably nothing that can change that, even though its something I don't really like.
In the end, no matter what other people say, I AM THE FOOL. This has been one of the most depressing days since 8th grade. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better one.
Peace